[level 2.]

So I almost left JBU yesterday.

And now I'm driving to Little Rock tomorrow to see the governor of Arkansas.

When I get back, it's going to be hard. I will be seeing a counselor, I will be accountable to my professors, I will be down one job, and I will have a million more things to do for SGA.

I've decided that I'm scared of seeking help because I know it means I have to make a change.

Funny how hard it is to give up a lifestyle that makes you hate yourself.